Deadline frenzy!

72 Hours until my first deadline. I have written in total 5000 out of 8000 words. This is a great achievement, but I am in that stupid deluded phase now, in which none of my work seems good enough to submit. I am pleased with my Adaptation and script, but I am a tiny bit worried about not specifying which sort of theatre company I would like to perform it. I am also happy with my essay for Riots, Censorship and Offence but I am quibbling over whether I should have focused more on the different demographics of an audience for television and an audience for theatre? When actually, I wanted to focus entirely on the image, be it in television or theatre... which  I did! But was it the right choice?
Everyone I know is going through this apathetic phase, entirely doubting their ability to complete their work in time, to even fulfil the requirements. All this with the added bonus of Refresher week coming up. A week that promises 5 nights in a row of fun times and outings with friends. I am looking forward to it to be honest, this Christmas vacation has been so incredibly exhausting that I am excited at the prospect of sleeping for hours and hours after a good night out dancing, and relishing in the beauty that is the sensation of passing out.
In all honesty I miss London a lot more than what I bargained for, but I miss my mom too. I miss really being with her in full-form, she has been so sick and I feel so frustrated for not being able to look after her for longer . I want her to get better before I leave, but I need to leave Sunday to start classes and submit my work. This deadline frenzy is getting to my head, I cannot focus and I need some release.